I can't believe I fell into the same hole again.
It's been Years. And I still keep making the same mistake. Falling for someone who doesn't like me and at best just tolerates me.
Why do I have to go through this pain over and over again? Is it my destiny and fate to always be the pitiful girl? Do I not deserve love? Why does everyone around me have it so easy for their love life?
The one I like just keeps on disappointing me. I keep giving my all.. while he just doesn't try at all.
Being infatuated causes me more harm than good. I love myself so I will stop.
Stop myself for giving my all to someone undeserving
Stop myself for falling and tolerating all his bullshit
Stop telling myself that it's okay
It's not.
