Selamat Hari Mamah!

-ditulis dalam keadaan beler belum mandi karena baru bangun tidur-

Selamat hari Ibu, Mamah, atau kalau aku enakan hari Mamah yah :DD

Terima kasih mah untuk semuanya selama ini..

Sekarang aku yang udah 20 tahun mulai mikir

Mungkin waktu ku buat jadi seorang ‘ibu’ tinggal sebentar lagi

Tapi kalau dipikir-pikir..

I’m nowhere as kind as you..

Nowhere as patient as you..

Nowhere as loving as you..

Nowhere as selfless as you..

Just taking care of myself is very hard for me

How can you take care of us all at the same time?

With endless patience and sleepless nights

But what do you get in return, I know you don’t deserve it at all

You don’t deserve us yelling at you, but we still do it

You don’t deserve us saying hurting words to you, but you still get it

You don’t deserve us ignoring you, making you wait for our phonecall, but we still  don’t do it

We’ve done so many horrible things to you buy you’re still there for us

For us to come home, For us to feel warmth and love

I sometimes wonder if you’re tired

But I know you can’t resign from being a mother

You can resign from any job, but not from being a mother

So what I just want to say is SEMANGAAT!!

What I can do now is trying to be a good daughter

A daughter who will bring happiness, not pain, to you

A daughter who won’t make you receive punishment from Allah in hell

A daughter who will make you proud for calling me, ‘your daughter’

Once again, Selamat Hari Ibu, Mamah!